emo-priate

It always happens, this never ending circle of notorious lies, those exchanging glances into each others eyes, (into hers not mine) everything will never be what it seems, and you will never realize the pain and suffering you bestowed on me, hearts break, hearts mend, but in the end the thread on the needle runs thin, (like your love) stitches can only do so much, will never change how you betrayed my trust, and will only make things harder in the end, (again) all the memories we shared, thanks for acting like you cared, but your vanity can only do so much, so thanks for watching me as I fall, You gave me up we had it all, and

your loss, and everyone else's, I'm taking back my throne, in my small wooden box, barried under the earth among my one dying hope, under my tombstone of faith lost, alone and drowning in my tears, giving up  on life, along with my fears, every cut I make for you, I fill will hate and heartbreak, until the day when you will see, how much you loved and missed me, but by then it will be have been too late, my life.. is mine.. and mine to take, thank your lies that have brought me there, alone and scared.. in your despair..

boy meets girl, they fall in love, they walk away, its always tough, a pair of secert valentines, (so blind) hand clutched in hand, we walked along these city streets, and i know this cant be love, both hearts in hands, given to different people on demand, and i know this cant be love, hearts break, hearts mend, my heart is truely dead, why cant it be love... and when i see you, next time, i wont be, so blinde, and i wont walk away, ill walk beside you, and there ill always stay.

I am sorry my love, that I hurt you when push came to shove, I knew it would be hard to put my heart on the line, but through my anger I was blind, but with you by my side, i cant go wrong, and when im with you I feel so strong, In the past I've made bad choices, But you drowned out the antagonizing voices, and now your heart fills with hate and I dont know what to do, and even though you make mistakes I love every side of you, but you've suffered this before, with a decaying heart, empty and alone, hiding in the dark, but i am here to keep you safe, your most hated and loved friend, and I will fight for you untill the very e

I want to love you, but there is only so much I can give, but the sadness is killing me, and I don't think I can forgive, sleep is a distant memory, I cant forget his face, those eyes that stare into my soul, moves me out of place, but their is another, who lurks among the dusk, his heart belongs to another, yet hes the only one I trust, so the black hole in my chest, screams for the affection it will never recieve, i wish i could beileve in true love, i wish i could be neive, onc again the sun goes down, and i face another night, alone in my sorrow, alone in my fright.